Disillusionment
But I checked to make sure “disillusionment” was right, because I didn’t want to flub up on this post tonight.
I believe I’ve said this before but I don’t go into a lot of detail about my job for obvious reasons. I highly doubt my words would ever end up in places they shouldn’t (read as publications where people - aka the public - has access to them) but I don’t want to take that chance. So - I’m vague. No names, no comments about teams or injuries, no information about anything that hasn’t been made public by our office. I’m sorry if things don’t make sense sometimes since you don’t have all the pieces to string it together but, such is life.
I think I came into this job with expectations. It’s hard not to have expectations. It’s how we’re made. When you enter a relationship you have expectations about how it’s going to go and how it’s going to end up, when you get in your car, you have expectations that it is going to get you to your destination, when you ask a Wal-Mart employee for directions, you expect to get no information.
Barf, work is getting in the way of me ranting about work, must run.